Growth scares me
Well, that was 15 years old me, I didn’t really see the need – I mean first it was my body ( puberty, like whats growing on my chest?), then it was my mind or my way of thinking and lastly it was everything about me.
Change scares me
After two years, it got worse. Change scared me now, people around me changed. My friends started leaving, Oh well I had to leave most of them. Exactly the change I was scared of!
You know how people don’t either match your new self, or change to something and now they have to go?, that’s what scared me so much. I didn’t think I was ready for all this change, even what i wanted to do changed, i always wanted to bake but that change too, i wanted to do other things now. I stopped liking what I did when growth scared me, now I like something else, I felt lost.
Well now, growth and change are as important as breathing and its not ending anytime soon. I mean one time I went shopping and you know how you really like a certain type design?, I got there and was laughing cause all weren’t what I’d wear right now!.
I’d say I grew a lot and I am aware change is inevitable. So, if you are or were like me you should know change will occur – it might be people around or the way think about certain things like life, money or love?.
My thought on life, money and love changed this past few years. Although I am okay with growth right now, i know its part of life. The thing is now
Change still scares me,
just a little.
Did change ever scare you, even during body changes? I mean puberty? Lol, or in business or life in general?